Out With The Old
Lately I have been getting into and trying to implement principles from The Secret, which basically explains the Laws of Attraction. In a nutshell, the Laws of Attraction are based on the premise that like attracts like, and we have the power to visualize what we want (and sometimes what we don't want) in our minds to attract it to us. It has been a bit of a work in progress; my lawyer brain struggles to believe that we can control the Universe with our thoughts, but I'm trying to be positive about it, which at the very least is a good way to be in general, whether you believe you can correct your own eyesight by believing you can see better or cause checks to spontaneously flood into your mailbox. But this is not about that.
One chapter of the audiobook that caught my attention was the section on relationships. Now, this is one area where I do believe what you think and how you feel dictates what type of people and energy you attract. If you are a negative person, you will continue to attract drama and negativity, and same for the converse. One example that was given in the book was of a woman who wanted to meet Mr. Right and had thus far had no luck. Besides visualizing the type of person she wanted to meet, someone pointed out to her that she always parked in the middle of her garage and told her that she was not behaving in a way which indicated to the Universe that she wanted to share her space-- and life-- with someone else. So the woman started parking on one side of the garage, and lo and behold she meets the man of her dreams.
I don't know if moving a car five feet to the left was the direct cause of this woman meeting her soul mate. But what I do believe is that symbolic act put her in the mindset where she was open to meeting someone, and it caused her to give off the vibes that attracted that person to her. Part of the laws of attraction is to behave in a way that is consistent with what you want in your life.
Which then got me to thinking.......I looked down at my left hand. I always wore a ring on my middle finger that was a lovely Sajen moon face carved out of bone that looked like this:
I bought it when I quit wearing my wedding ring, as a "replacement" of sorts. I got tons of compliments on it over the years, and it was so well loved that the little face had worn so flat that it was barely distinguishable. Even though I wore it on my middle finger, I thought to myself "When I do get married again, there is no way I would be wearing this on my middle finger next to my wedding ring" (because I am a one ring per hand kind of girl). I also thought about what the ring had symbolized for me, which was "I am single now." That symbolism is in direct conflict with what I want for my life, which is to get married again. So I took it off and put it away in a box.
Which then got me to thinking.........what other symbolic things in my life were conflicting with my ultimate goal for my relationship? I started by looking down. I have been into piercings and body art since the age of 18, but now all I have left piercing-wise are 2 gauge stretched ears, a navel ring, and an..... um..... "intimate" piercing. The jewelry I was wearing I'd had for YEARS, because I have been long past the stage of constantly buying new jewelry, and the piercings were just there because they were just a part of me in my adult life. But I got to thinking about that fact, and the fact that they had been with me THE ENTIRE TIME from the end of my marriage, through the "dating", up to this point where I am in my current relationship, and instantly decided: they had to go, ASAP. I wanted my beau to be the only person with the pleasure and privilege of touching the jewelry in these special places, just as I want him to be the only person who touches me period. So I got on Amazon at 1:30 a.m. and ordered a new navel ring (with my zodiac sign, Cancer, because I just cannot resist the double entendre of the symbol) and a new..... um......"intimate" ring, and I finally got both of them in the mail.
|Cancers have the best symbol|
I threw the old belly ring in a box, and the old "other" jewelry straight in the trash. I actually had started the "jewelry purge" a few years ago when I sold my Tiffany lock necklace that The Ex had got me for Christmas one year (one, because I was no longer going to acquiesce in his little joke that he had me on "lock"..... ha! and two, because I was broke) and my beau bought me a new Tiffany peace necklace which I wear 355 our of 365 days a year. But I hadn't thought about the symbolism and implications of the other jewelry until recently.
So now my mission is to identify all of the things-- big and small-- in my life that symbolically are connected with the past and are in conflict with my relationship moving forward to the next level. I know that these things can't speed up or force the hand of the other person in this equation, but I know in my mind and spirit that I will be fully prepared for what comes next.